Life's v. strange at the moment
everything is weird about having a bestfriend and then suddenly not having a bestfriend with little to no warning and it just smacks you in the face because you handled a situation badly. And by you i mean me, the tense is a little confusing.
when i realised i was doing the wrong thing by just ignoring and i planned to talk, it was too late because she said why should she just talk to me when im ready and feel like it whereas id been ignoring her so why should she. fuckkkkkkk i wish i could turn back time just like cher and undo all this nonsense. i was going to try the talk thing again today but there was such a sense of finality in her character that kind of hinted that i think the friendship is over. lame ! my fault ! i kind of wish i was just full or rage instead of hurt at the start so i just did some shouting and everything was sorted but instead im writing about lameness in a stupid lame blog avoiding the fact that life! will be heaps dif now
oh cher.
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eeep.
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