argghh tonight sucked so bad it was just shit
last week i'd already said that i would pick up my parents from the airport so i had to go do that and when i'd gotten on the road i realised that there had always been someone with me when i'd driven to the airport so i was like fuck i'm totally winging this (i'm a really, really bad navigator) and it was alright i made it to the bondi / randwick turnoff all sweet infact i actually made it to the airport pretty ok but then i was trying to get into this tiny carparking spot and i got all flustered because cars were banking up and i backed out and scraped the mother fucker of a wide car on my left and i thought it didn't do any damage then i get out and there's this gashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh all down the side. fuck! then i realise that i've never picked anyone up from the domestic terminal only the international so i'm sitting on some fucking hard bench glaring at everyone who stared at my stupid hat because my hair was dirty and waited a lifetime in a general area because i'd forgotten the flight number
then because i was so mad i'd forgotten completely where i'd parked and we literally spent about 20 minutes looking for it
the air is already tense
they see the scratch
i insulted the stupid picture of a tiger my little (cough BIG) brother had bought and you could've cut the silence with a knife on the drive back home
i tried to lighten the atmostphere, "hey do you guys know of the band evermore? i met them on sunday" and no one replied. 20 seconds later, mum goes "ah..no..chris?" dad remains silent
fuck this i feel like running away but actually just pitching a tent on the local oval so i can be left alone with no cars to scratch, no one to pick up and in general no commitments to burden my already burdened mind
but i'd probz be murdered or something
oh yeah and because i was so angry when jobe called i briskly turned down seeing angus and julia stone even though they had a free way in. regret sinks in!!!!
mer
i feel like i aged about 5 years tonight
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