Oh, and

tonight in a discussion between my boss, Jesse and myself my role as a female was brought up in relation to dating and girls who date a lot and my boss said

"But i'm sure you understand"
Me (casual)- "no not at all i never have and never will be in that situation!"
Boss- "What! well wait until you get to Europe then and you fall in love with a french man/ all the french men"
Me (casual)- "probably but it still wont happen because guys aren't attracted to me."
Boss- "What? why?"
Me (matter of factly)- "Because i'm so masculine."
Boss- "You're not masculine! You're a girly girl!"

GIRLY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!!!!!WQ11111

Me (dumbfounded)- "whatttttt! no i'm so masculine i'm like the most masculine girl ever"
Jesse- "Yeah she really is, apart from me maybe!"
Boss- "Nooo! Berj always says how feminine you are"
Me- "huh?! Is he blind and clearly missing something blatant?"
Boss- "But what about the clothes you wear, and your long hair! they are very girly and feminine"
Me- "uh not really maybe kind of recently, but i'm not talking about that i'm talking about my masculine energy i'm just weird in my interests and it's safe to say that i have the aura of a boy"

The conversation went on like this for a while and i don't think my boss understood that i was talking about my "masculine energy" not my looks and now i think she thinks that i think i'm boyish looking and probably look in the mirror sighing "oh i have such a masculine face"
haha
no
my face is a girl face

but holy crap they think i am a girly girl!!!!! i can't work out if i'm happy or sad at that analogy. i think i'm happy i've never been the girly girl or thought my clothes were feminine

My life is flipping upside down! maybe now i'll pull some hot surfer bAbeSsss
but hopefully not