"i think it's dark and it looks like rain" you said
"and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the
world" you said
"and it's so cold it's like the
cold if you were dead"
and then you smiled for
a second

"i think i'm old and i'm feeling in pain" you said
"and it's all running out like it's the end of the
world" you said
"and it's so cold it's like the
cold if you were dead"
and then you smiled for
a second

sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at
the edge of the world like i'm living at the edge
of the world
"it's just the way i smile" you said


Every breath of this is me
hear it, read it, you know me no more than i do, ever will
of course beauty, 'happiness' is accompanied by an everlasting sense of emptiness
and of the unknown, things that can never be discovered
i'll search forever, leave pieces of sadness, of knowledge, loneliness only detected by those the same, and that is enough
just a trail, but the trail has no destination, no one at the end
you'll find only thoughts.. stranger than anything you could ever dream. i will share them, but that's all. you'll never get any deeper,
you'll never be let in
i can't get in myself

ambiguity is certain




i'll smile for a second, but not before the end of the world

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbFD0xQtjS4