BYE!

My last bloggidy for a while!!
i'm leaving early tomorrow for my flight. it's 10.33pm and i still haven't packed eep! i'm not worried i always leave it to the last minute.
i had quite a busy afternoon, i left at 4.00 with tom to go to the northbridge opshop because it has great stuff. i went in wanting to find a big red jumper, some high-waisted and really tight black pants that i could alter into a short/underwear type thing and a necklace if i was lucky. i got all of those things!! the necklace is lovely it's a pearl colour and gold trimmed china shell i really like it. fuck that reminds me i still need to alter my pants before i go! yikes
then i dropped tom at the station because he was going with his musos to a thing at the opera house, then i went to chatswood chase to buy underwear and mascara, then i saw amer's mom and got to enjoy her lovely seal laugh, then i went back to northbridge to pick up my pay from work then i went home, chilled quickly, ate some dinner then went to danik's quickly (but she wouldn't let me go!) and we talked aimlessly in her windy room whilst red lights fucked blowholes THEN when i finally escaped her (loving) grasps i drove to allambie to see jobe-atron and i forgot that you have to turn like 3 times to get to his street because it was dark and things so i FINALLY found it and found his familiar gate and then the lovely boy himself opened the door, he was babysitting conny who i think is so cute, then we just laughed at people on the computer, he complained about having no milk, we watched house, talked about having backwards knees then i didn't like what he was talking about so i hid kinda (-this is not a good personality trait yet i continue to do it!) then i got a phonecall and had to go pick tom up at the station at about 9.30. THEN i had to go get my jacket from katie lucky she lives v. close, because it was getting late for a weeknight and i was scared to wake people up knocking on the door!

i feel weird, because earlier in the day at school when i was going to my last class for the day phil was acting as if it was the last time he'd see me before i left but i was like don't be daft of course i'll see you later tonight or something, and brushed away his goodbyes. this did not occur!

there's a feeling in my stomach i can't quite put my finger on. i think it's nerves. i'm not sure why, because i've never seen jesse for more than once a year since i left wellseph. hmm. i feel like i'm leaving at a time i shouldn't be or something. i don't know, but i do know despite these nerves i'm MAD PYSCHED !!!!

oh i'm missing terry's 18th, it's really funny he was quite select with his invitations and random people got barred bahahhaah oh well i got an invite. kinda sad i wont be here for it, the invites were all pirate lingo and shit fuck yeah gotta love that!

i really have to go and alter my pants and pack my bags and sort stuff out so i can leave on good terms with a calm mind
love me, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMWA