Sunday, November 11, 2007

Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

Today was one of those days where you lose all faith in your better judgement. you know, i was contemplating not actually going to the Newtown, i mean newtown (don't deserve no capital) festival, just because.. well, just because i felt like moping around home and irritating my little brother and just being a general nuisance!
i got up really early and drove 15 minutes away (i could have made a 1 minute walk) to buy biscuits for my cats because they didn't like what they had for breakfast and face it they are royalty in my opinion. so i drove to get them cat biscuits, and i got two bags because they were on special. then i decided i felt like a coffee but instead i got a frappuccino because it was really hot and drank it upstairs by myself, early in the morning, slurping away and watching a university student who was breathing heavily over a chemistry textbook with very stressed out skin. i enjoyed myself thoroughly!
and the newfrown festy later in the day only further implemented my belief that i hate huge crowds and scene kids in their huge groups and gothic kids in their huge troops unless i have a cool beverage or soothing company to help me hurl insults or a leafy location to provide shelter from death sun. we sat to watch paper scissors fo a bit and i ate... ahh fuck it i can't remember the name i had it last time, pancakey stuff, moved, and moved. lost george, lost dani numerous times. reunited with tom and the lot. exchanged phone call/s with jobe, found jobe, shared complaints with jobe, met others, charline grace ate sushi, j. sam me went to find takeaway. apparently horrible rice pudding, possibly bad potatoes, girls with nice mouths...? engaged in a manly conversation i remember this arising. left them, really should have accepted a lift because i spent so long trying to find phil afterwards and it was basically an impossible feat with 0 credit on the cellular, LUCKILY i heard "rachel!" and i found pete and matt and stuff loitering around a spiky tree.
think i escaped and was home by 6.30ish
went out to dinner with the fam at "thai in a flash" or "super quick thai" or "speedy thai" or something. it was just greasy. i never really thought thai could be greasy but it was, but i bumped into Anna who i hadn't seen in about 9 months which was nice.
so basically, my 'better judgement' at the start of the day was something along the lines of "go on Rachel, you'll regret it"
nup! a day of petty annoyance would have been wonderful, bigmouth strikes again

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